Being Truthful

It started……don’t ask how… he itself doesn’t know what happened….so how can I tell how it happened? Or what happened? What’s the reason? He was walking………………………………………………

A bag on his back which had very few things and fully loaded mind and a day which is neither rough nor normal nor exciting…This walk is one of the few new things that crept into agenda of his daily works. The main reason was to get slim, which is in pipeline from his teenage, but still he is a fat guy who can make fun and who can become fun for others. The day took off when his roomie woke him, who is a reckless and irresponsible according to his view. His roomie even got gal friend, which he still unable to crack as how can a gal can fall for such an idiot. But, the truth he doesn’t know is the gal is even the same character so they fell in love and they are living happily till now….
So he stepped on his foot, and as he doesn’t want to spoil his mood he woke up with a smile, and wished him good morning. The irony is he knows the true value of life and he wants to cherish every moment. So, he stopped quarrelling and arguing and doing all such stuff that depresses him.
He started brushing, his roomie left to meet his dear ones in college. While brushing, he came out, this fat fella got a beautiful lady as a gal nxt door and she loves to wish him daily. They are both happy to wish each other. She comes out with some reason to wish him. And he some how makes up by the time she comes out for him. After wishing him she runs back into home with shy. He feels happy. He reads the drenched paper which is dry by eight o clock. And its crisp.

He was watching the sun set still walking alone and watching the sun get down the sky and seeing the different shades of sun, he daily gets stunned by the astonishing non-monotonous shades of colors that nature is giving. Everybody started getting busy in the morning to catch up with life, missing the glimpses of breath-taking beauty of the sun. Now, in the evening in a hurry to reach home they again commit the same mistake.

Now, he took a break and sat on the edge of culvert, and love to watch his friends, professors and students of his college going. He was thinking of a gal. Whom he doesn’t know. Whom he is neither planning to meet.

His thoughts in his mind are turbulent. They are making him unstable and look for a path or way to escape that turbulence. Though he is smiling he don’t know why he is thinking like that or what is he missing?

He sat there and went on thinking to find the solution. He doesn’t know why he is doing this wild goose chase. Why people always learn from their mistakes only? Why aren’t they smart enough to learn from others? Why they can give a better suggestion to their relatives rather than to their children? Why everybody wants or expects too much from their beloved ones? Aren’t they satisfied with what they are getting from them? Can’t they accept them as they are? What’s the problem?
What’s the difference between a farmer who can’t grow a crop due to famines whose main source is global warming. Now, suddenly a lorry sent out a thick black cloud of smoke. He is still thinking. As he can’t grow crops any more he came to city and turned out to be a daily waged labor, loosing his dignity and self-esteemed life that he had in his village. What’s the difference between farmer and him?
Even he came out from home for studies when he is in teenage. And he started hunting the middle class big dreams. About which even he don’t know. He has been pushed by his parents so that he can live the greater life than them. Now after spending the very great moments of his life amidst of strangers who later became friends, or made them friends for his secured feeling.


Now he is in such a situation that he can’t share things with his family about his friends about his adventures, about his crush towards a gal with parents, as they may panic. Now, he can’t even share family things with his friends as he is afraid of looked down by his friends who aren’t enough dared like him to speak about the flaws in their families. After pursuing these professional career paths as guided by parents and relatives, now they are alone among the loved ones.
When they go back home for vacation they can’t stay with parents as they find conflicting patterns of habits, and rules. Among which once they have spent their innocent childhoods very happily. The very next day they carve to be back among their friends whom they can choose as of their wish. They needed intimacy. Why one can’t have only one friend for intimacy. They split their secrets depending on the person’s personality. So, now and then they call their birth givers for money, they are only remembered for care and love when everybody is rejecting them.

People make homes the beautiful huts of love care and affection into the last resorts. And pity on parents who wait at those resorts half-heartedly to see their children who are living their dreams and they are happy for them, but still now though they live their dreams, which make them feel that they are close enough to their children. But, they don’t know that they are too far to emotionally. They don’t know completely about them .they know them when they are budding in teenagers and they still think them as they are same.

When they come to know that bitter truth the damage is done, and it is beyond repair. Nobody can mend it back. It vanished, it was momentary the happiness. Now their children living their dreams and aspirations but they are in their dreams far away. He can’t call his mom and tell about the gal friend he can’t tell his friend how his brother steals his lime light, he can’t talk to his dad about he being an own entrepreneur.

He is partial every where. Where can he be complete? He spoke lies to make the gal his life’s love [as she uses power play to get hold on him, so he lied]. So, the truth is only known to him. Technically speaking his brain doesn’t know, his mind in his sub-conscious state where thoughts wander with out any need of permissions, it is saying that he wants to run out of his bubble of lies and, run for the true love. When he can’t be true to any body how can he get true love. He planned a lot for his life partner rather than his family, which exists at this moment.

Who is responsible for the gap at the hearts?

Who can he blame?

How can he overcome?

Being true to somebody is that much difficult . U can do miracles, u have to just believe. Jus love. Now, the guy stood up and started walking towards his room meanwhile he dialed and the calls list he made changed everything. He wanted love and he had it. He shed tears, he confessed. That evening he even kissed and started talking with the gal nxt door.


Her mom was telling stories to make her eat her dinner in moon lit night. Now, no more guilt. The light is bright and wild goose chase came to an end. He went for a walk with his new little gal friend. On the silvery road of innocence, the gal smiling, the smile never faded. She merged into him in a bright light covering everybody’s eyes. She helped and she dissolved when he came to know the truth. And now he is only truth and no more hidings like the innocent gal. His laughing is more radiant and he is “BACK INTO THICK THINGS”. And now he met her, and she never runs away with shy, it wasn't shy it was guilt.