left with AsHeS and WateR

The humm at the sea shore due to rising and falling tides is deafening, he is sitting there alone waiting for some one to have him, he wants to live more, he wants to ride more, he wants to be loved by his children, he wants a lot now. He has everything he dreamed of, his beautiful ideal life is in front of his eyes now. He got a beautiful wife who is so understanding that she never scolded him, she never asked him and she is happy for him, his happiness is hers, now she is pregnant. They lived the happily ever after lives, for 34 years. He even made his own ambition of having a luxurious life with a good job. What else he wants now?

He lost his health he can not have long life, he got to count his minutes that he lived. He was once a great swimmer and he had a great athleteee stature, he was intelligent, emotional and matured. When he lsot his beloved ones in his earlier parts of life he took a great step to take up the family, he had sufficient property to lead, he led it humbly and greatly. He started smoking when one of his friend suggested that “not having a cigar will make u look like dumb” so he started and he thought of having that for style. Later he got addicted and he was no more controlled by his brain, it lost its ability and stepped aside and became slaev to the new incomer called nicotine.

Having a height of 76 inches made him feel that he is slim so he started even drinking. To get fat. Now he doesn’t know that why people get fat and he also doesn’t know[as no body told him]. That how much drinking can make him fat. So kept on drinking.

His bike riding and problem solving skills are awesome. Why am I mixing both is he rode bike in such a way that one has to think and one has to have control on it. Even drunk he was marvelous and splendor when he rides. It was a delight to watch him.

Now, his wife got him water, now-a-days he drinks lot of water. His lips are so dry that putting water to them is a painful activity. He looks pathetic. He gazes into her eyes, as a child who lost his way in the jungle and looking for help. she understood that and she just hugged him. Like a mother clinging to his child. She can only do that. She tried to force him to stop drinking and smoking and thought of leaving him that as he is happy with them. So she never bothered and now she have no other option than to sober on her love towards him which helped him to die the one whom she loved so heartily is dying in her own hands. Who wants such a miserable life?

Now, he got recruited and was happy and he suddenly got alone as the transition from his college life to normal career oriented life where he has to take responsibilities was like a night mare to him, and this night mare made him to drink and smoke. The only routine through which he vented out all his frustration and being loneliness was that. His friends were there they thought he is busy and he thought they are neglecting him all were thinking about each other unknowingly. That never helped him to recover from his depressing stuff.

He was able to get into IIM then his career graph took out like the raising rupee value, the only difference is it never plunged down. He married his gal of dreams; he lived in the way he wanted he brought up his brother and sister. Now, the one which he started for fun is still taking the main part of his life. Though he married the gal he liked. He was busy boozing and always drooling. He was never even able to spend his life with her. He missed many of breath taking moments of life and he was just living breathing. Now, he can’t stop anything because they are habits and they are part of his life. He was inseparable. He tries to quit his attempts fail. His friends think he is making fun when he says I quit so for them he did it again, for party sake he used to do that again, for joy sake he used to do that again. He was doing that again and again knowingly and not unknowingly.

When he came to know about the news of his wife’s pregnancy he made a promise but, that was too late when he heard that news he was taking his puff from the fag and fortunately or unfortunately that became his last one. He fainted. He used to stroke 50 meters of a swimming pool without taking a breath now he can’t even take breath normally. He used to run now he needs support to walk on sandy beach. His wife supports him.

He dreamed of carrying his wife in his arms when she is pregnant and don’t allow her to keep her foot on sand as she may get tired. Now he itself was unable to walk. The doctors came when he fainted. And told that all his internals organs brutally destroyed by his stylish fagging and adorable drinking. Now he is only left with them and with such a situation he will die in 3 months because of liver failure, lung cancer.

The pain never bothered him. Now, he is bothering to have his day when he started smoking when he was asked by his friend or compelled by his friends for smoking so that he can say no he wants to go back to the day where he knows before hand that drinking won’t help to get fat. His pain is less physical and more hearty… his heart was unable to pump as it has been kept in front of the silencer and asked to work.

He had so much of nicotine his doctor says he had so much that a normal human can’t sustain, that’s why he is dying and he is still walking in beach with his wife. They had water they kissed each other and now they walked into sea water. To die alone. So that they can rest in peace TOGETHER. And can be together when they suffocate for breath in water, when they are burned, when their names are known to world that they are the one who died because of that. They wanted to be together and they found it. Whose fault is this? now only thing left is water that is carrying their dead bodies and ashes that remained after the burning of their ded bodies.

Please quit or lessen smoking or drinking .

In memory of my beloved friend who may stop doing this, atleast after reading this.